January 2012
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I miss caring about something.
Right now, nothing really phases me or makes me alarmed.
It’s kinda strange, but you’ll understand if you’ve felt the way I do: you miss the emotions, something striking you enough to provoke a feeling. Because when nothing really makes you feel a sorta way but here and there, you really begin to wonder about your unaffectedness.
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Things I like about him.
Nice teeth, deep eyes, and some curls to play with. Raw, total honesty, even if it hurts, because I like hearing his every thought and I hate not knowing. When he calls me baby, and his occasional nicknames for me (ahem). The good type of silence. That he makes me think harder and second-guess myself because he’s the only person I cannot read like a book. His uneven eyebrows, his bone...
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Coming into snowy New York City as the sun rises...
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Currently on my way back to New York.
Thinking about my dorm’s beautiful lobby (a refurbished hotel, of course) and the company that it carries (my favorite security guard), it will be quite nice coming back to the city that never sleeps. Home has been everything I’ve wanted it to be, but good things can never last that long and I’ve got to get back into the real world that involves studying my ass off, cheering my...
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Every one interprets everything in terms of his own experience. If you say...
– Aleister Crowley, Diary of a Drug Fiend
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Would you rather say nothing or talk about...
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Where do I even begin?
This week has been exactly what I’ve been needing and anticipating since long before winter break began, but I’m no less confused about anything. I’ve come to a conclusion on how I feel about a few situations and I’m in a good place, it’s just everyone else’s actions and feelings that I haven’t gotten any closer to discovering.
The best situation is wait...
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Stopping and starting over and over again from VB to NY is harder than anticipated. Being home is everything that I’ve needed, but staying comfortable for too long seems like a waste of time. I do admit I miss the city, and it’ll be nice to return. However, the transitions are always hard. The packing, the whole day that it takes up in travelling, the half-ass unpacking, the...
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I have something in my brain and heart, in my blood and nerves, that assimilates...
– Jane Eyre
One of the all-time most romantic, and usually overlooked, lines in literature.
(via itscandidlycara)
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Being home for winter break has definitely made me...
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nooogen asked: I saw you at the NorVa tonight ! Hahah
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December 2011
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Another feeling I haven't had in a while
The pleasure I’ve gotten after reminding myself to appreciate the art of conversation, making the best out of any situation. Who has time for tedious small talk or people or things we don’t like about our day, just fillers, when we could be talking about ideas, or humoring each other at the very least. Time is what you make it, and I want even the time that is wasted, those little...
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I just feel so fucking complete, life is such a...
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Confidence, but not cockiness. Knowing who you are is confidence. Cockiness is...
– Mila Kunis
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Use things, not people. Love people, not things.
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Swamped in finals week
A lot of stress has built up lately, and finally I’ve felt it all. And then I said to myself, “I’m unhappy.” Let me tell you, that never happens. I don’t get the feeling often, practically ever. I only noticed this because it felt unnatural, and I wasn’t sure what to do with the emotion at first. A little bit of anxiety, a low feeling. So then I asked...
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When I first met him, I knew in a moment I would have to spend the next few days...
– Brian Andreas, Story People
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I just added Jessica Rabbit to my list of...
I wonder if anyone will catch that reference.
She now joins Carl Rogers, Chuck Palahniuk, Marilyn Monroe, Alice Dellal, Audrey Kitching, and my lovely friend Monaie Jackson.
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This time of year brings back way too many...
letitunfold:
I hate how it is near impossible for me to forget anything.
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