December 2010
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Dec 31st
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It's so much easier to feel pain than to feel...
I should really learn to restrain all of that, I’m sorry for anybody who has had to witness it. It’s just so funny how things turn out, ya know? From this long span of time, all I’ve ended up with is a broken heart, a restless need to go out and explore what I’ve been missing, and a long pattern of hurting the people around me because my mind is somewhere else. It’s...
Dec 26th
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Listen Yule Shoot Your Eye Out by Fall Out Boy A...
Dec 24th
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always my original sin
Got an A on the Paradise Lost test for AP English, haaay. The book was quite a struggle, but at least the nights falling asleep to halfheartedly reading it paid off.  Well played, John Milton. However, you are the root for most of the sexism and woman haters out there due to how you portray Eve as a dumb bitch, so I am very much over you.
Dec 22nd
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Dec 21st
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letitunfold: When we start over, we’re just filling yet another void. And then whatever we fill it with goes away too, it’s just another void we have to fill. It’s an endless cycle, a constant search for the next best thing. And it is never what you expect it to be. Because all it does is disappoint due to the fact that it’s never enough. The void is still there, no matter what. “You are...
Dec 21st
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Dec 19th
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Listen Fluorescent Adolescent by Arctic Monkeys ...
Dec 19th
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“And the more she could imagine this island, the less she liked the real world....”
– Diary by Chuck Palahniuk Because Palahniuk is the only one who will always know exactly how I’m feeling.
Dec 17th
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It is so hard for me to restrain myself from feeling anger right now. To not yell at somebody, ruin their day, throw something, anything to show the world how I’ve been feeling. I’ve been angry far too much, and I loathe people that don’t do enough thinking to have these emotions. There’s so much left unsaid that I want to let out, but you’ve heard the gist of it so...
Dec 17th
k-dubz asked: i just wanted to say that he doesn't deserve the kind of extraordinary you are.
Dec 16th
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Dec 16th
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Dec 16th
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My first mistake is that I love everything too much, and my second is that I’ll fight for it all. Everybody gives up so easilly, and maybe that’s the easier way to go. I need to pick and choose my battles, the ones worth it, because this constant fight is telling me that I’m obviously working too hard.
Dec 16th
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kayso: Four chambers just aren’t enough. 
Dec 15th
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Dec 15th
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“Arriving at each new city, the traveler finds again a past of his that he did...”
– Invisible Cities, Italo Calvino
Dec 15th
p.s. -
i know the majority of my posts have been downers lately, it’s just been a strange couple of months. i’m working to fix that as my new years resolution, though :)
Dec 15th
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Dec 15th
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Dec 15th
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I look back today and see that I don't need any of...
Dec 13th
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Talking about religion is always a losing battle.
cations: No one is ever really right or wrong. Let’s just hug and bake cookies and sing kumbaya around a campfire. Too ridiculously true. We’re constantly talking about people sueing to get crosses off lawns and whatnot. But is it really hurting you? Just put an anti-cross sign in your yard if that’s really gonna make ya sleep easier. Nobody will ever agree on one belief, do your...
Dec 9th
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Dec 8th
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Dec 8th
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Listen Spanish Sahara by Foals
Dec 8th
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