January 2011
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So up until last week, I hadn’t hardcore exercised (other than every so often in cheer) since.. August. Safe to say my legs feel like 30 lb. weights are on each side and my back is splitting open. Don’t you love the feeling you get after working out :)
I need some music to run to, though. Any suggestions?
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if i wanted otherwise, i would have said otherwise
I build up relationships, some stable, some faulty. Though I continue on with the faulty ones, it’s the stable ones that I stand by as the others come and go. So why ruin this? Why would you try to push something on me that isn’t real?
I am just so angry. Angry that you try to ruin the pure thing we have. I understand that it is human nature to act on your feelings, but at the selfish...
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“Men in our culture have been spoiled, treated with false reverence instead of...”
– Marianne Williamson, A Woman’s Worth
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liberation
It finally occured to me today as I passed your old house that I have been free from all your binds, ever since the night you told me I didn’t matter to you anymore. I didn’t look for your car as I may have done when the wounds were still anew, no actions like these have come to mind at all in these past few months. Most people continue on with some hurt left behind, letting those...
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Standing In The Way Of Control by the Gossip
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“Oh what a tangled web we weave,
When first we practise to deceive!”
– Sir Walter Scott
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“I wish I could show you
When you are lonely, or in darkness,
The astonishing...”
– Hafiz
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I’ve never had this feeling where I’m so scared not to act, for I’ll miss an opportunity that may only come once. My intentions are so ridiculously pure and though it’s 2:30 in the morning, you’re still replaying in my mind over and over. Needless to say, I’ve got to see your face again.
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goals for this upcoming week..
- Survive school, up muuuh grades to secure the A’s. - Become sunkissed. - NEW. PIERCINGS. - Average more than 5 hours of sleep per night.
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you don't need to walk on a tightrope to know how...
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how am i supposed to decipher what is real and...
I am only a girl, I cannot read intentions. I understand the concept of lust, but why does it constantly try to mingle with real human emotions? I admire those who can keep the two separate: love and sex. (The word “love” used very loosely, of course.) Though so much easier in two distinct categories, the way you complicate things only makes it harder for me to stop myself from making...
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“With what attentive courtesy he bent
Over his instrument;
Not as a lordly...”
– Frances Cornford (1886 - 1960)
you're better than no one, i'm better than no one,...
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“If you are a woman, if you’re a person of colour, if you are gay, lesbian,...”
– Margaret Cho
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I’m so curious on how gossip spreads. Not even in an angry way, but genuine wonder. The fact that information about my life is sent from one mouth to another, I’d just like to trace where these watered-down versions of the truth come from just because I don’t quite understand how gossip works in the first place. If you could take any rumor about yourself and see a little web...
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new year's resolution
Mine was to get more sleep and it’s barely into the New Year, yet I’m already breaking it. I need to stop these 1:30 AM school nights.