Feel the world, find beauty in everything, and just do what feels right. 

I’m tired of hearing everyone elses’ judgement for things that they’re just too scared to do themselves. Grow some confidence, and live.

Submitting my early decision application as soon as all my recommendations get their stuff together, as well as the SAT subject test scores that’ll be released tomorrrow.  I’m so nervous to see them, they’re my only potential weakspot, I believe. Wow, the end of highschool is fastly approaching, and I’ll be an adult soon. Such a strange thought.

when girls overly fidget, in a fit of self-consciousness.

Whatever you’re trying to fix is obviously just putting more of a focus on it, when all I can see is you constantly moving. How sad it must be to live in constant weariness. Fix this sleeve, hold my stomach in, straighten my hair out, literally every 2 seconds. It’s one thing if it’s just every once in a while, but no no, the short interval are amost unhealthy. All I know is, I’d just get too restless and say, “Fuck it.”

If you’re too concerned with people looking you under like a microscope, if that’s your fear, then please learn to be happy with yourself before you try to please others. I can tell that it makes many people around uncomfortable to see you so nervous, when they really don’t care if your shirt is just the right amount of wrinkled or not.